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pedo king ☆ ([personal profile] daiyaonna) wrote2011-04-10 12:44 am

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Hello, dreamwidth. This is my first actual post on this thing (those reading from LJ, well). Too many issues with that site right now (it's so annoying not to be able to read my flist without being given error signs). I managed to switch all my entries over here just in case something happened. 5+ years of memories and being a dork--I don't want those to disappear. :(

So, lots of things have happened:

Went to meet up with Jodi, Adair, and Danielle after...not seeing each other for a long, long time. I had a really great time riding out with Jodi to pick up Adair. We talked about this and that and got along so well it was as if years hadn't separated us. We stopped by to grab Adair and her baby--Lucas, oh my god he is the cutest. I wish I was good with kids, I really do. Then, we proceeded to get lost in Bracken County; we followed Jodi's GPS to the address we were supposed to go to and ended up somewhere in Robertson County, which is the Hickville Capital. klajsfauh Some weido in a pick-up truck gave us a smile when we were trying to figure out where to go, but we managed to get things together. But it was super fun getting to talk with them about things face-to-face rather through text, Facebook, or over LJ.

Eventually stopped at Jamie's place of work and got to talk to him for a few minutes before Danielle and her mom rescued us. She actually only lived five minutes from the place we were at waiting for them.

It was nice to see all of Danielle's family again. I grew up with all of them while I was in high school. Her sisters are SO big now. (And grown up.) Hahaha. And her brother is a cutie. He's almost ten years my junior but SO FREAKING TALL NOW. He still acted the same too. Clinging, which was cute.

Let's see. We hung out, talked, watched the UK basketball game (since Danielle's mom is a huge fan), talked some more. Then, Jodi and Adair left. I spent the night with Danielle randomly talking about things and watching Ghost Adventures. Not sure I have much to say about that particular night? Sure, I missed her. But like I said before, she's not my best friend anymore, and it was kind of awkward sometimes. I felt like burying myself in my cell phone at one point because it got that strange. I feel bad about it, and I wonder if I should be honest with how I feel. I dunno.

But anyway, morning came (I SLEPT FIVE HOURS UGH), and we drove to meet Jodi, so she could drop me off at work. It was nice getting to see Jodi some more before she left for Seattle. ♥

My sister was excited too! And now, for our other vacation in October, we're planning to fly up there and see her. And meet her boyfriend! I'm really excited. He sounds like a nice guy and treats her the way she deserves to be treated. Especially after all the things that have happened. I am so happy for her.

Strange thing is, she's convinced we'll like it so much we'll want to move. And if my sister likes it that much, we probably will. I need to get out of here. I can hardly stand it anymore. Sure, I like the familiarity, but I don't want to rot in this state and become like my mother. I'm young. I should be out exploring life and having fun. Blah, blah, blah. We'll see.


Also. I've been in a creative slump lately, so it's really hard to get absolutely anything done right now. I want to write. I have things to write. But we'll see where that goes and how long it'll take me to get out of this stupid rut.

...there are things I want to say, lots of thoughts in my head, but I don't know where to start or how I should go about talking about them. Because it'll just be stupid in the end, like it was before. Frustrated tonight.

I definitely need to get my tarot cards.

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