pedo king ☆

I'm feeling a bit at a crossroad these days and spending the majority of my time going ????????? and not necessarily feeling much of anything. Not sure, exactly, what it is though. I think I'm restless. Very restless with everything. Need to move, need to change scenery, need to do things differently. I'm 24 and stuck in a rut.

Seeing stopping will probably help. But that's not for another 53 days and some odd minutes and seconds. I wonder where I'll be then.

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Still currently immersed in replaying FF:VII and watching Tiger&Bunny. I do have a sudden soft spot for Sekai ichi Hatsukoi. There's one episode (I think) left, and I need to get into reading the manga. As well as attempt reading some of the novel. A lot of the stories are a lot more... Well, I'm not really sure how to describe it in comparison to Junjou Romantica. Too many situations that hit too close to home.

Right, um. This post is kind of pointless, I guess. And monotone.

Just going with it these days, I guess. Hm.

Hello, dreamwidth. This is my first actual post on this thing (those reading from LJ, well). Too many issues with that site right now (it's so annoying not to be able to read my flist without being given error signs). I managed to switch all my entries over here just in case something happened. 5+ years of memories and being a dork--I don't want those to disappear. :(

So, lots of things have happened:


( In which Dai has IRL friends. )


My sister was excited too! And now, for our other vacation in October, we're planning to fly up there and see her. And meet her boyfriend! I'm really excited. He sounds like a nice guy and treats her the way she deserves to be treated. Especially after all the things that have happened. I am so happy for her.

Strange thing is, she's convinced we'll like it so much we'll want to move. And if my sister likes it that much, we probably will. I need to get out of here. I can hardly stand it anymore. Sure, I like the familiarity, but I don't want to rot in this state and become like my mother. I'm young. I should be out exploring life and having fun. Blah, blah, blah. We'll see.

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Also. I've been in a creative slump lately, so it's really hard to get absolutely anything done right now. I want to write. I have things to write. But we'll see where that goes and how long it'll take me to get out of this stupid rut.

...there are things I want to say, lots of thoughts in my head, but I don't know where to start or how I should go about talking about them. Because it'll just be stupid in the end, like it was before. Frustrated tonight.

I definitely need to get my tarot cards.