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Hello, world. It is me again. I fear that I haven't reached the ends of space or the beginning of some fictional place that needs exploring. Currently, I'm laying in bed with my laptop and dreading the fact I have to go to work. Well, walk (seeing as how our car likes to break down because the fuel pump (which was replaced about three/four months ago) stopped working).

For the record: the assistant manager in my department [ who decided to be a huge ass the last month he was there ] moved stores, so we have a new guy to deal with. He came from a MUCH busier store, and I don't think he's got it in his head yet that we do things a little differently. Needs whipping into shape. I work with him tonight, but at least, it'd only technically be 6 hours of my shift since I work at 3, and he leaves at 9. Please let the night pass uneventfully.

Ah, besides that bit of misfortune, it doesn't look like it'll cost too much (like last time) to fix. Or so I'm hoping. Trying to be optimistic since our vacation is getting closer and closer. Haven't bought our plane tickets yet; we were planning to do that next week. We'll see what this week brings, I suppose.

WAIT FOR ME, SEATTLE.

( But I am so confused right now. )

IDK ANYMORE. Giving up.

My posts seem to be infinitely boring these days. Since I don't have much to actually talk about, it might not get any better. Hence why I stick to Plurk. Right, uh.

Time to fix this mess of hair I have so I can hike to work in this gloomy weather.

Current Mood: disappointed
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/464979.html

It's been a while, I guess. I'm so used to having Plurk as a convenience that it's slightly strange to update things here in word form. I suppose I will make a list; it's easier to read.

» Everything with my mother is FINE. It was just some sort of scar tissue rather than the big 'C', so there's that relief. She's back to her normal self, though I don't think that's any sort of consolation.

» I GOT ALL MY HAIR CUT OFF!

» stopping's visit was good. It was nice to see her again. We did tons of things, and I was sad to see her go.

» My next vacation (with my sister) is planned in October to go visit a really good friend of mine who moved to Seattle, WA recently ♥ All she has is her fiancé to talk to, and no girlfriends! :( So, we're going to keep her company for a whole week. I'm pretty excited about going there and hanging out and just. Not worrying about being here for a while.

» Lots and lots and lots of different things happening in my life right now. Some good, some bad. I'm still kind of confused about some, but we'll see what happens!

» I closed a HUGE chapter in my life. I don't really want to go into details, but I hope it does me good. ~~I wish I could stop being so nice to people.~~ All I want is a little peace of mind.

» Oh. Yeah. My youngest sister (the one who's been married, divorced, and faked a pregnancy) is officially pregnant this time. She's three months along and living with the supposed father. That's all I have to say about that.

That's the majority of my life thus far. I miss a lot of people I used to talk to on a daily basis and even some I didn't. Working and trying to survive with a bit of fun mixed in is a complicated mess. Ah well.

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Oh, and for those who are a fan of Rob Thurman— She was in a terrible car accident several days ago and is still recovering in ICU. Updates have been daily on her blog. I hope she gets well soon! :(

Current Mood: okay
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/464820.html

It's been a long time since I've actually sat down and written out my thoughts, but they're kind of a jumble these days. Still using Plurk a little too much, but that can't be helped as it's easy to write a sentence or two rather than paragraphs of feeling. Um, so.

( Mostly, I have been thinking about my mother recently. )

So, I've been in a daze because of that and probably not in the right mindset for a lot of things lately. Work's been a drag. They've pushed me back to working so late that there's absolutely nothing to do once the department is closed, so I just...sit around for about an hour. (Not that I'm complaining since I'm still getting paid for it.) And life is generally blah at the moment.

Next week, my sister and I are taking my cousin and her friend to see a concert. Tickets paid for almost three/four weeks ago. At least that's something to look forward to outside of work.

stopping will be here in 35 days. I need this so badly, I feel like I'm going crazy.

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Distracting self with writing (Katie and I are doing BB*SS's August issue prompt thing, and I think it's going to be really, really fun) and reading (reread of Ginn Hale's Lord of the White Hell).

Need to typeset Vassalord chapters and maybe think of a post for Cherry. Get him around some more. I wish I felt more like RP these days, but things have just been an insane roller coaster. Which, of course, has made me distant lately.

Current Mood: blah
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/464251.html

I'm feeling a bit at a crossroad these days and spending the majority of my time going ????????? and not necessarily feeling much of anything. Not sure, exactly, what it is though. I think I'm restless. Very restless with everything. Need to move, need to change scenery, need to do things differently. I'm 24 and stuck in a rut.

Seeing

stopping will probably help. But that's not for another 53 days and some odd minutes and seconds. I wonder where I'll be then.

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Still currently immersed in replaying FF:VII and watching Tiger&Bunny. I do have a sudden soft spot for Sekai ichi Hatsukoi. There's one episode (I think) left, and I need to get into reading the manga. As well as attempt reading some of the novel. A lot of the stories are a lot more... Well, I'm not really sure how to describe it in comparison to Junjou Romantica. Too many situations that hit too close to home.

Right, um. This post is kind of pointless, I guess. And monotone.

Just going with it these days, I guess. Hm.

Current Mood: blah
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/463811.html

There's not much to put here, but there are things I need to get out somehow before I explode.

( I want it to be August already. )

That's really all I needed to get out. Other things too, but I'll just have to wait for those. Vague is vague is vague. :3

Current Mood: contemplative
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/462754.html

Hello, dreamwidth. This is my first actual post on this thing (those reading from LJ, well). Too many issues with that site right now (it's so annoying not to be able to read my flist without being given error signs). I managed to switch all my entries over here just in case something happened. 5+ years of memories and being a dork--I don't want those to disappear. :(

So, lots of things have happened:

( In which Dai has IRL friends. )

My sister was excited too! And now, for our other vacation in October, we're planning to fly up there and see her. And meet her boyfriend! I'm really excited. He sounds like a nice guy and treats her the way she deserves to be treated. Especially after all the things that have happened. I am so happy for her.

Strange thing is, she's convinced we'll like it so much we'll want to move. And if my sister likes it that much, we probably will. I need to get out of here. I can hardly stand it anymore. Sure, I like the familiarity, but I don't want to rot in this state and become like my mother. I'm young. I should be out exploring life and having fun. Blah, blah, blah. We'll see.

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Also. I've been in a creative slump lately, so it's really hard to get absolutely anything done right now. I want to write. I have things to write. But we'll see where that goes and how long it'll take me to get out of this stupid rut.

...there are things I want to say, lots of thoughts in my head, but I don't know where to start or how I should go about talking about them. Because it'll just be stupid in the end, like it was before. Frustrated tonight.

I definitely need to get my tarot cards.

Current Mood: confused
Crossposts: http://daiyaonna.livejournal.com/462518.html

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